I'm sad to say...
Goodbye to my three, precious, sweet, little, love bugs.
This past Wednesday I lost my job.
I was let go, or in
better worse words "replaced."
It came as a complete and total shock to me. I wasn't and I'm still not ready for this.
The family I've been with for two years no longer needs me.
I'm shocked, hurt, confused and angry but my sadness trumps every other emotion.
I will no longer be asked:
"Laur-Laur, can you buckle my helmet?"
"Can I wear your shoes?!"
"Lauren, can you put my hair in a high ponytail?"
"Will you pretend to be the Queen?"
"Can I wear a dress today?"
"What are you making for lunch today?"
No more morning snuggles, story time, piggyback rides, piano lessons, 'mom & kid', library hour, pool days, scavenger hunts, hide and seek, obstacle courses, face painting, Barbies, cars, riding the jeep, trips to the pond to feed the ducks or trips to the park.
Words can't describe how much I will miss them.
But, I have 2 weeks...
2 weeks to show them just how much they mean to me.
Which is exactly what I plan to do.
I don't know what is next but I know God has a specific plan for me. I'm a firm believer in the saying, "everything happens for a reason." As well as, "when one door closes, another door opens."
God will heal my heart and guide me in the right direction.